fukai-mori

水

2011-08-12T00:24:00.002+08:00

在一片黑暗之中，我唯一能听见的只有水滴声。

“滴...滴...滴...” 不断传入我耳里。但我不敢睁开眼睛去看究竟是什么。

今天是假日，同房回家探亲去了。平日拥挤的房间一下子像是空旷了许多、一片寂静--死寂。那未停过口的蟋蟀也像是全死了似的...

“滴...滴...滴...” 那是唯一听见的声音。

我劝自己，那只是冷气漏水了、那只是浴室的水喉关不紧。但我深知，这老旧的房子早已断水断电多日了。房东太太自上个月就失了踪。那寡妇独自一人住在这间两房一厅的房子，她把其中一间房组给了我们，把自己锁在另一间。偶尔才会露面。但上个月，警察找上门来要找她时，她不再房间里。没人见她离开也没人见她回来。就这样，人间蒸发了。

原想立刻搬离的，但一时间上哪儿找房子啊？只好硬着头皮住下。

“滴...滴...滴...” 那阴魂不散的声响却越来越尽。在伸手不见五指的黑暗中步步逼近。

“滴...”

我根本不敢睁开眼。而就算睁开了眼也什么都看不见。

“滴...”

越来越响...

“滴...”

近在耳边。

“滴...”

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“警察，开门！” 一大清早，我被那伴随着撞门声的嘈杂吵醒。

“陈吉，请你跟我们会警局协助调查一宗命案！”

“啊？” 我满是糊涂。什么命案啊？到底发生了什么事？

“我们发现屋主梁依女士的尸体”

“啊？！死了？” 我顿了顿。“怎么发生的？”

“在发电室里，失血过多。”

“那... 那... 为什么...”要抓我？“不是我！我没有杀人！！”

“少罗嗦了！”这时，另一名警员介入我与之前那位警官的话谈。“还在那装蒜，不是你还会有谁。”

“我们查过你，以前做屠宰场的，除了你还会有谁能把人作成这样！”

“什么？..” 我根本哑口无言，到底是怎么了?!

“像宰羊一样，割喉放血，直到最后只剩下滴滴的几滴，难道不是你惯用的手法吗！！”

Oh Mom 的歌词很感人呢！

2011-07-24T00:32:00.004+08:00

本身非常喜欢这首歌，无意中看到歌词的中文翻译。好感人！感谢 N.YDest 和翻译：大勝鉉愛小志龍！

OH MOM

作詞：T.O.P
作曲：T.O.P+E.KNOCK+1 ON
編曲：E.KNOCK

HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME
BUT EVEN WORSE HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO YOU
IT BEGAN WITH A LETTER
AND WAS THE BEGINNING OF PAIN
I'M A TELL IT TO YOU STRAIGHT
HEY LOOK-

我昏昏沉沉度過呼吸困難的一天
和不管什麼時候總是這麼帥氣的你相遇的這珍貴的緣份
這世上的一切看起來都是這麼美好
你喜歡的東西我也喜歡上了
在完美裡尋找一點安定的日常中
相互傾吐內心
因為我的身體生病了因為你沒有回信
SORRY I'M SORRY
BYE-TOP

OH MOM 我到底應該怎麼做 MOM
比烈燄更灼熱的這份私心讓我痛苦萬分 OH MY GOD
OH MOM 我會和你約定 MOM 我不知道該怎麼辦才好
現在我現在 OH MY GOD- OH MY GOD-

一整天都感到寂寞的某日收到了一封信
看著你寫下的內容我流下了眼淚
在這世界上如果我的聲音能讓你高興起來的話
我會比現在更長久更大聲的唱歌
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 你有聽見我這鬱悶的心嗎
朋友啊擦掉眼淚吧我覺得笑著的你更美麗
SORRY I'M SORRY
OH MY GOD...

OH MOM 我到底應該怎麼做 MOM
比烈燄更灼熱的這份私心讓我痛苦萬分 OH MY GOD
OH MOM 我會和你約定 MOM 我不知道該怎麼辦才好
現在我現在 OH MY GOD- OH MY GOD-

BABY DON'T CRY 你雖然茫然地獨自待著
但不要擔心雖然會覺得寂寞不過大家都是這樣的不是嗎
看看身邊吧你不是孤獨一人
DON'T CRY 你雖然茫然地獨自待著
但不要擔心雖然會覺得寂寞不過大家都是這樣的不是嗎
看看身邊吧不會是孤獨一人的

所謂人生就是很可笑的東西就像膽顫心驚的走著鋼索
是惡作劇的障礙物還是生命的羈絆一切都取決於你的心
KEEP YOUR HEAD UP-

BABY DON'T CRY 你雖然茫然地獨自待著
但不要擔心雖然會覺得寂寞不過大家都是這樣的不是嗎
看看身邊吧你不是孤獨一人
DON'T CRY 你雖然茫然地獨自待著
但不要擔心雖然會覺得寂寞不過大家都是這樣的不是嗎
看看身邊吧你不是孤獨一人

OH MOM OH MOM

我还活着

2011-07-20T03:02:00.002+08:00

很久很久没有写blog了。

理由：忙！

感觉从来没有一分钟是空闲的，忙着k书，忙着写功课，忙着逃经济课，忙着看电视，忙着开拓社交圈子，忙着追星... 当好不容易熬过A水准后，我依旧在忙。忙着上班，忙着穿戴那一个个不同的面具，好应付那群正处于部门斗争中的同事们。真是累啊！

部门斗争。每间公司、几乎每个部门都或多或少有一些些。只可惜本部门的反对党势力单薄，上无“皇亲国戚”庇护，下无革命勇士抛热血... 咳，悲夫！真是恨铁不成钢啊！

虽然我已（自认）为反对党洒了足够的热血，但可惜我只是一名小小的临时工啊，唉！之后又发生了许许多多顶头上司滥用职权、滥杀无辜的事件，令人越做越心寒啊。经理当着众多同仁的面前辱骂主管、过后还将她降职。不到一个月，另一普通文员连升两级成了新的部门主管，只因她为部门经理准备了5年的早餐+午餐... 有能力跑的同仁们纷纷请辞/调职，新请进来的却都能力有限。部门缺人缺疯了却还炒人，在新人试用期的最后一天将她辞退。最后，还把脑精打到我身上，想用滥理由套牢我，不打算延长我合约的打算，却还要求我为公司效劳。真是，没天理。

把此消息告诉我妈，我妈的反应更是一绝：“孩子啊，回来后留下你老板和中介的电话号码好让你舅舅去搞定。如果不行的话，叫你老板跟我的律师谈，不然就叫她找我的法律顾问... 再不行我就去k她...” (我们家哪来的律师和法律顾问啊？)

Lies lyrics

2010-10-02T21:08:00.008+08:00

I can't read the romanjinised korean lyrics!!!! So, i came up with my own version. Btw, i have this song the blog's playlist. Try singing along, I'm trying =D

Ye (Love is pain)

Dedicated to my broken-hearted people

One's old a flame

Just scream my name (damn)

And I'm so sick of love songs

Yea I hate Damn Love song

Memento of ours GO JI MA

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Ne juo bam biga nejuo wane ta ku bwa

Jojun giyo kune taenu cheokuna

Nob shi ja sab su iite go

Dajime baduwo josuwon te go

Mo tana sudo mashigo

Sotana mamum se cheo wobado

Shido nor nura nuru kido

Bido jobarigehe jala go (maya)

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Nomune geku sumi bou jiun na

Nomujacha gou jiun na

Doruse go shi jima

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Yeah

Jekate yori bake

Josen gaget doraborigo gatte

Bogoshipute bosuka opte

Modukanate

I’ll be right there

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*I’m so sorry but I love you dagajima

Iyamoraso ijeya araso nigapiro he

I’m so sorry but I love you nakaroma

Hakime nadomoruge noi tona bonejima

I’m so sorry but I love you dagajima

I’m so sorry (sorry) but I love you (I love you more more)

I’m so sorry but I love you naretona

Chunchunhi yijojunnle

Nega apasuhige*

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Delwe eso bureo watande motingur da bachi nore

(nore saram dirumoi jitzu)

Nanhoja ku amudo amudo mo re

Kurenega hedomari gojima

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Hoyo namge jibotori

Gesogehene nunegori

Jumori soge kogi kogi

Cheo bo dun yibera yaganjogi

(nebu nn nayo nu buru nun sep gwa do)

Nandarajiure (darihe) yijenda uso nom gilge

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Repeat **

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Oh oh oh oh oh

Motunge komii ge

Oh oh oh (oh)

Yigobake andenum naraso

Drop that beat…

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Aji do noru monijo

Ani pyong senega jong jugoso gajido (yeah)

Nega jisung cheo wa muro neji

Mi-an-hey hanuro tohejunge

Hamun nara

Repeat **

2010-09-21T15:44:00.001+08:00

tsukihattori's scores at Karaokeparty.com

One of my favourite websites for now =D

Try beating my high scores

Unhappy feet

2010-07-18T00:02:00.003+08:00

Danial danial!!! Where were you?? We were suppose to meet @ Simei MRT Station 1pm remember? Obviously you didn't and worse, you handphone had to break down within this period of time... Baik ah.

Outing with Sonn and Fareesha was *two thumbs up* =D Except for the fact that there was way more walking than expected... WRONG SHOES WERE WORN!!! ARGH!!! Now my feet are crying "pain!"

Went round and round and round S'pore National Museum for the night fest and freaking scaled Fort Canning Hill in attempt to find the Peranekan House.. In the end, we discovered some cruel facts. 1) We took the long way up. 2)Heels/boots can kill one's feet. 3) We could have made use of Fareesha's GPS system instead of trying so hard to read the f**king map that was obviously unclear(or maybe we aren't made for map reading). FAIL!~

Rest well feet, and Sonn's feet too. You've worked hard today!

I ENVY FAREESHA FOR HER COMFORTABLE SHOES...

and, hope to hang out with you soon =D

Latest update: Turns out, dear dan went to Kallang MRT instead... WTF!? Major miscommunication sia

Where can you find a better leader?! BLAH!

2010-07-14T21:32:00.002+08:00

Being chased after for payment by our PW group leader... PW ended last year for Christ's sake. $198.50 in total where $108 is the cost of printing?! As quoted from the movie 300, "This is madness!"

Recap: We did not want to print at that printing factory remember?? If not for you saying that "the company owes my dad a favour" and your dad's 'promises' to "settle (the payment) for us", would we have printed there?

Now, after 6 months, your dad decides to send you after us for money!? WTH. The favour that the company returned suddenly refers to printing for us in small quantities without prior notice and promises of settling payment for us simply became settling payment for us first. Yeah, great. Simply fabulous. Beauty of language eh?

You can call that a misunderstanding or miscommunication or a mixup as you mentioned. Call it whatever you want. How can you expect us to share the $108 if it's your fault (or your dad's fault) in the first place? If not for your insistence, we would have printed at another place and it wouldn't even cost half of $108. Tsk

Don't you dare try and make it sound as though our A was dependent solely on your $108 good quality paper and printing. It's the quality of work that ultimately matters! And, grow up, we can't "give back" our As. Even if we were to give it back, it wouldn't be to you. Ask yourself this, how well do you know the project? What have you done that is of sufficient significance for us to "give back" our As to you? My opinion, Nothing. You better be grateful and thank your lucky stars for the A you practically freeloaded from us.

Remember, we don't owe you anything. Stop acting as though we do.

We paid you your $80 for the materials so stop showing us your white eye. I don't care if you're pissed. Continue thinking that we're "short-sighted" and "selfish". It just shows how little you know of us. I don't see how i can be affected by some weak self justification that you come up with to legitimise your accusations. So stop wasting your time in attempting to publicise this to the class. This only makes you look more pathetic than you already are.

ARGH

2010-06-18T00:36:00.004+08:00

ARGH!!!! Facebook is so so slow!!! what the hell! Isn't it world cup season? You people should be watching those 20+ idiots chasing after one ball, NOT facebook-ing! DAMN! Or is this heaven's way of forcing me to do my newspaper reports to be submitted via email?? OMG

Updates on my life:

1) CO camp on 1st week of holidays + self isolation

2) LEP camp on 2nd week + self isolation

3) Completion of holiday homework (4 GP compres+ 8 CSC newspaper reports) + party @ St James + visit newborn niece this coming saturday

Why self isolate?... Hello, I need my personal space too, what question is this?! I seriously need some time off from all school/social/human activities to bring back pieces of my life that's eroded by the overdose of school life. At this point, I am once again reminded of my reason for choosing JC. Which is, to graduate and get out of school life (as a student) asap.

Finally!~

2010-05-24T22:28:00.001+08:00

After struggling for nearly 18 months, I've finally made it!!! Got back the standard i used to have =D

Topped class for essay but compared to the scholars, i've got a long long long way to go!

Evaluation: Similarities between my teachers and some certain delicacies

2010-05-11T10:43:00.002+08:00

If we could all be represented by some delicious food...

唐老师 (tang laoshi) is definitely the world famous Buddha jump over the wall. Full of valuable content yet there's the horrible lack of organisation. Look at his notes for goodness sake.

庄老师 (zhuang laoshi) will be the fine french cuisine. Elegant arrangement but that's just not enough to fill us up. Horrible lack of what we need to get us through JC.

It's this two for now. Updates may appear way later.

Random thoughts

2010-04-14T09:48:00.002+08:00

In the middle of lesson here. Love GP, Love the teacher. Hate the bunch of abnormal people in class. Somehow, we're always put in the same group... WEIRD.

It's a new GP package now, Power and Conflict. Like the topic but i'm confused by all the different terms... Communism VS Socialism, Democracy VS Communism... State? Community? Individual? Aish!~

Updates!

2010-03-27T17:30:00.003+08:00

Bad news: Will screw up my MCTs
Good News: half the cohort would land in the same plight *INSERT EVIL LAUGHTER*

I'm updating, ok. Didn't know you're so interested in my life which seems so mundane to me... Now i can SEE your concern, so i'll try to lengthen my posts... satisfied?

GP was challenging, i think i could have done a better job if i had chosen a different essay qns to attempt... If given another chance... I would have....

WRITTEN THE SAME DAMN THING AGAIN! BLAH~ I'm freaking stubborn, i know =D

The Compre was tough... Adapted from VJC paper, lazy teachers...

Econs= HORRIBLE!!! But i sort of expected this to happen sooner or later. Shouldn't blame the teacher, blame the school for allocating the better teachers to the science and hybrid classes whlie we get the leftovers...

Highlight of the week so far: The end of MCTS. =D Met up with ber ber and SH after that for lunch/dinner at Pastamania!! Tehn ber ber and i went to NYJ to watch 白云岗 2010. It ws ok, but i personally feel that last years was better. Was surprised by my Taiwan Trip friends who brought a slice of cake to celebrate my birthday with me in advance =D *sniffs*

Thanks again guys!

Today: started the day by planning Sunday's itinerary with Sonn on MSN at ard 2 in the morning. Went to sleep. Woke up at 7 in the morning for CO. Sian!

Caught up with the Inuyasha i've missed due to MCTs and man, IT'S GOOD!!! Sesshoumaru damn awesome or what! =)

Last ep's gonna air in japan on coming monday, we'll get it online by WEDNESDAY!!! It's the ending that i've been waiting for since 3 years ago and ironically, i actually feel sad... After all, there're so many good memories related to it. All the INUYASHA ep marathons, all the screeching and screaming when Sessy appears... OMG!

Hope that there'll be the DVD or VCD version available in Singapore. Really wanna own it!!! I want a complete set!!! Haiz, just realised that i do not own the 4th movie... Sian...

Step into the grey zone

2010-03-21T17:51:00.003+08:00

Can't help but feel grey... Perhaps it's the lack of entertainment, perhaps it's the medicine, perhaps it's all the stuff left to study. Perhaps it's life.

This serious lack of motivation is killing me! Being eaten from the inside out, emotions and aspirations being emptied bit by bit... Drown myself in greyness...

Giving up? Maybe...

放弃--是从世界遗弃你开始，再由你自己抛弃你自己结束。。。从现在到结束，还有多久？

It's raining (Not men)!!!

2010-03-10T14:22:00.003+08:00

After a whole week of hell on earth (literally), there's finally rain!!! Next time someone wants Lucifer to rise once again, forget about breaking 66 seals and wasting a whole load of time, just bring on the El Nino effect! (Refer to Supernatural Season4 if you don't understand)

Heat! Heat! Heat!

On this fantastic rainy and cloudy day, yq and i totally lost track of time and ended up attending civics 45 minutes late. We totally thought that the lesson would start at 1.40 as per normal and were happily entering the classroom at 1.35, thinking we were 5 minutes early... major WTH moment!!!!

Not sure whether I should laugh, but yq certainly did. Own time own target rocks!!! AND... Mr Wong's expression = PRICELESS!!!

My lappy's back =D

2010-03-05T07:55:00.001+08:00

Got my lappy back... Whee~

Gotta thank sonn for accompanying me to the collection point and yq for giving me the adaptor which i can't do without yet carelessly misplaced.

Thanks!

You're not what i want

2010-02-08T16:29:00.002+08:00

I want someone who can keep up with me mentally, someone whom i can depend on, someone who's sensible enough... someone's that NOT you.

So get off my back and stop getting in my way.

许茹云：“与其让你在我怀中枯萎...” 我认为这并不符合现今的情况。

我说：“与其让我在你怀中枯萎，不如让我单飞。”

不能做到让我自由，不能做到足以与我比翼。那你就从我生命里消失吧！

男生，要拿得起放得下。我都能干脆利落了，你为什么不能？

Invade or be invaded

2010-02-05T09:18:00.004+08:00

It started out with all the tiongs.... It's nothing personal, it's just that i can't stand all this crap about "training" us to be more competitive in order to "forge a better future" and "create a more cosmopolitan city." How to create a better future when the present is as bleak as such?

They just don't understand.

After all, the honest lawyer dies... So, let us all put on our "welcoming" masks with the big smiles and hide the claws... Just follow law

Cheated and some random thoughts

2010-02-02T14:59:00.002+08:00

Was watching Zombie-loan. 13 episode anime that had really high ratings... Wikipedia gave the synopsis that made it seem like something with an ending. WTH!!! Another no ending thingy that's left hanging in midair...

Sometimes I just feel like we''re all zombies. Living without a will or a wish, living for the sake of living. Living... Wasting oxygen.

We're all just slowly dying from the inside aren't we?

FYI: YQ's dying from the outside.

IS : independent study

2010-01-13T13:22:00.002+08:00

IS : independent study

yet another die die must do or else fail A lvl kind of shit.

yet another pw

different things but just about the same shit.

DAMN~

I'm back

2009-12-28T01:05:00.002+08:00

Back from taiwan =D left my heart there.

It's not that i don't wanna blog, my laptop's breakin down. The fact that i'm on msn shows that i'm online, but the IE and firefox can't display any page. Plus, my microsoft office won't open no matter what. I've re-installed it alr... haiZ

Where is that bastard who offered to fix it? Damn. Come home, we're all worried.

Project Work... ENDS!!!

2009-11-13T00:14:00.002+08:00

PW finally ends!!! YEAH~

After one whole year of PW, i finally understand the true meaning of the term "project"

PROJECT (noun)
1) usually done in a group, forces individuals into hypocrites so that they won't be marked down due to group ineffectiveness

2) an evil thing to make good students do. it wastes time and never learns anything.

e.g.
Joe: do we have to do this project?
Teacher: yes, do it.
Joe: i won't learn anything.
Teacher: okay, don't do it.

(explanation 2 taken from urbandictionary.com)

Hassle

2009-11-03T10:29:00.002+08:00

Why even bother to take back the script from me if you're not gonna turn up the next day?
Do you know we have OP rehearsals?
Do you even know that you ARE the leader?
Do you know the responsibilities of being one?
What happened to the "inform others when you can't make it" rule?
You're NOT David Copperfield, you can't just disappear and get away with it!
Friday was about your A level chinese, what about today?
What other excuses do you have?
What is this?

Hassle. I give up

Wangan Midnight MAXIMUM Madness Part II

2009-11-03T10:27:00.001+08:00

B7 to B6... =D
Defeated that fella who challenged my ghost =D
Defeated Dan's ghost =D

Looking forward to friday

If staring could kill.

2009-10-30T20:41:00.002+08:00

If staring could kill, you would have freaking died a thousand deaths.
If I actually pray, I would help you request for a brain.
If stupidity had an identity, it would have your face.

*Hint Hint*

Still don't get it?

Proves my point EXACTLY!

PW- Project Work

2009-10-28T11:19:00.002+08:00

I don't hate project work, honestly. I just can't stand working with other people, letting them affect my decisions. I'm a freakin individualist. True.

Wangan Midnight MAXIMUM Tune MADENESS!

2009-10-25T21:50:00.002+08:00

Upgraded from B7 to B6~ Yeah!!!
But there's still a long way to go till i achieve level 9 standard... Stuck at level 8... ARGH!
Need to get to level 9 then challenge the top for the route =D

and... Manual ROCKS! Although i haven't fully mastered it =)

aizai damn zai...

Daniel's improving so quickly that it's pressurises me...

STRESSED!

Good night and good bye...

2009-10-11T22:16:00.002+08:00

A fragment of a decade
Unwound from a tree

Tomorrow is the beginning
As bleak as can see

To all the treasured ones
A dear whisper

A whisper of well wishes
To not forget time

Good bye and good night
I end with a sigh

New computers in school... FINALLY!

2009-10-05T10:39:00.002+08:00

Yay! New coms! New coms!

A whole Hub full of new Coms!

No more lagging, no more lagging!

BUT... It would be much better if they bought more printers...

=D

Happy Stuff

2009-10-01T11:20:00.002+08:00

1. The debate's finally over, PHEW~ and we did quite well!
2. My PW group's OP top the class... For now at least. =D
3. Another 恶搞 created and posted on the 恶搞华文文学学会 blog.

Went to Syilla's house yesterday for Hari Raya (with yi sze, doraemon and miss cute). Syilla's mum cooks the best Malay cuisines i've ever tasted!! After the desert, we watched 'Stay Alive!' but we managed to laugh like it was a commedy or something, HAHA. Plus, Syilla's house has the most comfortable sofa and is equipped with a mini arcade! No wonder syilla always says she can't study at home!

THANK YOU AUNTY and Thanks Syilla~

Work hard for promos' ...
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A word that sums it all up

2009-09-22T08:44:00.004+08:00

The men that i know? They're a disgrace.

My male parent? He's the greatest disgrace of all.

Retail therapy

2009-09-21T23:56:00.006+08:00

Spent so much money recently... I feel better.. Retail therapy works!

Bought a new phone last week, Sony Ericsson W380 =D

Bought a watch just now, BCBGMAXAZRIA =D

Phone = $250
Watch = $300

Happiness= PRICELESS

I'm pathetic enough to be buying my happiness... HA!

Broke up.. but still in one piece

2009-09-14T08:53:00.002+08:00

It's time to resume blogging in English i guess...

Previously, i was blogging in chinese so that my ex could have a better understanding of my school life and stuff like that. But that's not important now since the term 'ex' means that he has become a past tense in my life and other than the present and future, nothing else matters... It's time to cater to other readers of my blog.

I'm feeling fine i guess... just a little down... ok, quite emotional and probably aggitated... And i still can't accept the fact that i was defeated by some crazy slut who isn't even properly educated. I'm mean, I know. But who cares.

This relationship shouldn't have started i guess. Why court me when you can't forget your ex, you SOAB!? Why bother to make empty promises and render false hopes?! Why aren't you loyal enough to stick to your choice?! You're just like a freakin pendulum and i freakin hate pendulums! Since you can't make a clear-cut decision, i'll make one for you. Just in case you're actually reading this, this is my reply to your question: My mum doesn't hate you. I don't hate you. we despise you. Happy?

I hope this negativity and hostility doesn't scare my friends who are actually reading my post cause i seriously need to release all this pent up negative energy somewhere... I'll survive, don't worry. Just need some time to recover. Thanks to all my friends who were there for me when i was down. Especially sonn!

To all,
Jiayou for the upcoming examinations!

无知的死小孩

2009-09-02T09:39:00.003+08:00

昨天在为LEP的欢送会练习，因为是假日（学校没开），咱们（9个人，2把吉他，1只猫）只好在学校对面那有盖的空地里练唱。

谁知，到了要走的时候，有几个乳臭未干、毛都没长齐、矮又矮过我们、声音却尖过我们、小小年纪好学不学去学人家耍流氓、想模仿《蛊惑仔》里的主角却失败得彻底、存心找死的死小鬼来找我们麻烦。我们9个人当中当然也有血气方刚的热血青年一名，他代表我们出声回应，一句“发客，off” 引发了一场血案---几乎。

其他人当然奋力、努力、用尽全力拉着那位勇敢的仁兄，避免他真的因一时冲动而被冠上“虐待儿童”的恶名。最后，我们展现了华人的传统美德：忍！草草的道歉了事后，匆匆的离开。

现在的小孩真是... 咳！

我吃得起苦

2009-08-20T16:34:00.002+08:00

我吃得起苦
改编自电视剧《出路》的同名主题曲

原作：多啦A梦

走出淡初有路
跷课多么幸福
所学的一切都进了沟渠
知识是带不走的

前途疑云密布
心情翻腾起伏
随已苦读却仍未清楚
高考会是我葬身火海处

Chorus:
多一年半我吃得起苦
相信淡初里还有路
现实的坎坷人生的磨练
在怎辛苦也得撑住

抱着怨恨哀愁苦闷肚里吞
相信志在恒心必得
困境能克服学运有增数
只盼苦读尝甘露

《经济学》

2009-08-18T15:49:00.003+08:00

《经济学》
改编自李白的《送友人》

原作：废孬愁（非脑抽）（NYJ）
原版: 李黑。(NYJ)
谢鸣: 围棋，字你脑抽啊(NYJ)

学生坐满室，雾水隐视线。
此地一为别，直奔食堂去。
饥饿冲昏脑，老师像汉堡。
转眼不见人，拜拜一声声。

作者简介：

作者名为废孬愁（非脑抽），字宋有人。这是有人在全世界最冷的地方，LT4, 时的佳作。作为新诗派代表人，有人借此抒发了自己的深切爱意，也显示了他的单纯（蠢）信仰。

艺术特色：

1）富有创意的表现方式
雾水隐视线”其实是指 “一头雾水”，而有人用了“雾水隐视线”来描写一头雾水的景观，可说是神来之笔，啊！

2）适当地映用了原文
“此地一为别”表现了学生幻想他离开的时候得情景。学生以这五个字来表达他离开时虽有一点依依不舍之情，真是巧妙，啊！

3）押韵
颈联的“饥饿冲昏脑，老师像汉堡。” 的“脑”与“堡”皆押韵，多美，啊！

4）比喻
老师像汉堡”是比喻句，学生因为饥饿过度而开始幻想，把老师比喻成汉堡，极恰当的喔！

感觉像是读了太多LEP了。哈哈！

《很大的错误》第二版本

2009-08-17T15:24:00.004+08:00

《很大的错误》
改编自郑愁予的《错误》

原著：宝宝
打字：多啦A梦

我打 YJ 走过，
那等在前头的茶点如鬼魅般飘过。

如果没来，
我们的腹部不空
那食堂如七月的夜晚的路
恰若空荡的街道向晚

钟声响起
蓝衣的鬼差驱赶
我底肚如夏夜的蟋蟀再鸣

大家的腹鸣是决定的错误
我不是贵宾，得挨饿... ...

写作背景：

作者在参加 YJ 主办的中国通史研讨会时，因主办单位的疏忽而感受到饥寒交迫之际，有感而发地改编《错误》此诗。

《陌路 . 缘》

2009-08-11T08:53:00.002+08:00

《陌路 . 缘》
原创：多啦A梦

您我陌路相识，招呼两声即和。
白鬓黑发之间，畅谈岁月往事。

我--- 孤寂陪伴？沉闷闲聊？
您--- 敷衍了事？诚心倾诉？

您我闲话家常，旁人费思难解。
随谈尽半天下，仍惜表层之交。
我无需您会意，只欣然偶遇您，
缘------ 您我陌路相识的起点。

注：零九年八月七日，在淡宾尼巴士总站的麦当老旁看到了一位年轻的马来小伙子于一位老太太谈话。他们显然不认识对方，但却聊了很久，聊得很开心。

孤军作战

2009-08-11T08:13:00.002+08:00

孤军作战
改编自《小孩不笨》同名主题曲

原作：多啦A梦
出版：宝宝

我满腹的无奈
我绝望的希望
我封闭的成长
我什么都不想管
看着自己的情况
只会烦上加烦
我仍得继续前进不然我还能怎样

多想don't give a damn
那好无助的眼光
你们什么都不懂
你们什么都想管
我们之间随着时间
渐渐的没有语言
我们之间隔一道墙

学校老师要求准时
父母要求我们成绩佳
所有责任的重量已经超出了
我那小小心灵的承担量
只渴望一点空间
让我能做自己想做的事
每次到了崩溃极点
就告诉自己必须坚强

有多少人能了解我们
为何会如此懊恼头痛
又有谁肯设身处地
与我一起共进退

其实我想搞好成绩
做不好也得要过得去
扪心自问课业繁重
时间也永远不够用

Chorus:
感觉已经麻木
前方穷途末路
深夜的独拼
我要应该怎么办
碎碎念我只是无用的漫长迫害
连压力都会直线上涨

有些人幸得体谅多过谴责
我无奈叹息得要孤军作战
站在时间罗盘的急转中呐喊
我要那一瞬间的希望

今天是美好的一天...吧？

2009-08-09T19:01:00.003+08:00

对各界人士来说，今天绝对是美好的一天。

对驾车人士来说，今天是开快车的好日子，因为一半的警察都去Marina Bay 操兵给人家看了。

对怀念华人新年的人士来说，今天是扮成红包而不会被人笑得日子，因为一半的国人都穿上了红色。

对帕输得人士来说，今天是霸位的好日子，因为 Marina Bay 是 free seating 的。

对私藏鞭炮的人士来说，今天是放炮的好日子，因为烟火绝对能掩盖鞭炮声（况且一半的警察都在 marina bay 不是吗？）

对我来说，今天只是一个在普通不过的星期天。虽然今天是新加坡的生日，但... 对于一个不被新加坡承认的我来说，今天并不具有任何意义。

祝：新加坡生日快乐，年年有今日，这样我才能够年年有holiday.

安德逊行

2009-08-04T13:41:00.002+08:00

《安德逊行》
改编自高适的《燕歌行》

原作：笑神
出版：宝宝

老家本是在英国，漂洋过海铸成错。
男儿本自称为师，学子不屑赐颜色。
闹成风雨下G O，满脸无奈皆可破。
校长副校都不在，两行眼泪等着来。
吃着糖果填下肚，满腹委屈都是苦。
学子师前半生死，洋人帐下犹歌舞。
老气横秋说是非，孤校落日精力累。
身怀不满道尽苦，导师尽力未解危。
铁面严衣劝和久，笑颜尽显和好后。
原是哭得欲断肠，老师楼上空等候。
凉风飘飘显仓促，绝望苍茫顿时无。
杀气不时好比云，道歉一回皆可清。
相互指责闹纷纷，名声从来岂可顾？
老师学子弃包袱，一起为econ拼读书。

很大的错误

2009-07-27T19:51:00.009+08:00

《很大的错误》

改变自郑愁予的《错误》

原作：笑神

编辑：多啦A梦

传播：阿豪（跟黄娜无关）

出版：宝宝

我打淡初走过

那等在CR423里的容颜如包青天的轮廓

安德逊不来，六月的JCT不会fail

你底心如感染H1N1的人

恰若猪流感的病情告急

功课不交，每天的劫数难逃

我心情是大大的悲寂哇靠

我乱编的答案是美丽的错误

我不是学士，是个学生... ...

作者简介：

作者处在非人道的学习环境半年后，因受到各界的打击，有感而发，写下此诗。借此抒发她内心的不满。

思想内容

1）写出作者怀才不遇的苦境

2）揭示外来人才对学生的迫害

3）道出学子内心的无奈

写作特色

1）以幽默的手法反衬出怀才不遇的悲痛

2）情景交融- 以景写情，以物寄情

其他的你们可以自己找出来啦，反正文学就是这样的麻，后人想怎样讲就怎样讲咯！

他mommy的

2009-07-27T19:36:00.002+08:00

今天分会成绩单，上面还有老师们的评语。看了就火大！

死肥仔，竟然敢说我华文程度差！？程度差！华文！！天啊！快告诉我这不是真的！他也不自我反省一下，平时上课连准备讲义都懒，我们测验他睡觉，教课还直接引用GP的用语，连把基本英语翻译去华语的课前准备都没做，这样的人有资格批评我吗？

死安德逊，把我贬得一文不值，什么跟什么啊！你以为你是外来人才就了不起啊？能交出全班平均26%的U等成绩，他还真是“了不得”啊！所谓：“教不严，师之惰”洋鬼子就是不懂得华人的优良传统！有胆就去把校长请来啊，只会搬出高层来恐吓我们！这算什么啊！

优等成绩

2009-07-16T22:56:00.003+08:00

其母之... econs 都已经赢过校内57% 的人了却还是拿‘优’等成绩。没天理啊！

刚才做了课堂发表，结果就别提了。我个人觉得那应该称为研讨会-观众的研讨会。我想，我们是最不像演讲者的演讲者吧。我们应该顶替观众的角色。不然，我们可以到马戏团兼差-当小丑。我们绝对是最专业的。

格格不入的，是我一个人？还是全班的人？还是新加坡人？无解。

讽刺

2009-07-10T23:02:00.003+08:00

考试成绩出炉了，没想到算数竟然是我最好的一科... 还真是讽刺啊！失望也许是通往绝望的高速公路吧，现在本人呈现出半绝望状态。haiZ.

老师问我：“考得那么差，年尾要怎样保住奖学金？” 无解。

想找朋友，却不想见到他们同情的眼神。真是矛盾！顶着‘奖学金’的光环却没展现出应有的成绩。haiZ.

好沮丧，想跟老妈谈谈，她却好忙。想找人来陪我，男朋友却说累。不是不体谅他们这些又忙又累的人，毕竟上班总比上课辛苦多了... 但... 我呢？需要人陪伴时，人都在哪里？

他向我道歉，说是他害我分心、成绩退步。
其实这件事根本与他无关！真是够了！我现在最需要的是company, 不是apology.
况且，都不关他的事，道什么歉啊！？烦！
如果觉得内疚，就应该亲自来安慰我、逗我开心，不是什么也不做然后向我道歉！

或许，寂寞才是通往自我灭亡的捷径？

我的blog复活了！

2009-06-19T17:21:00.004+08:00

我的blog复活了！

先说说LEP写作营吧...我觉得应该改名叫中国排外营吧！去那边只有被欺负的份。新加坡人去到那边简直变成少数民族！真是他妈的叉叉圈圈！想到都气！

昨天去搭Singapore Flyer哦！超开心的！（我当然没笨到用$18买下面这张纪念照，我花了$0跟那个买的人借来, 然后用手机拍）

guitar

2009-05-27T10:05:00.003+08:00

I'm learning how to play the guitar from my friend =D

第一次觉得上学多多空当是一件好事！

2009-03-25T11:11:00.003+08:00

第一次觉得上学多多空当是一件好事！可以看动漫！！Devil May Cry: The Animated Series. 超好看的！得去上课了，还真的是不想离开电脑！我要看动漫啦！

老巫婆

2009-03-24T14:11:00.004+08:00

学校那个老巫婆真的很欠打！除了老巫婆，现在还多出一个小巫婆！哦my天啊！昨天从朋友口中得知小巫婆的所作所为，真想揍她！嗨~

为什么我周围常会出现这种小人呢？

放学后跑去打桌球。嗨~ 明还是比我厉害 10比1... 输得彻底！没脸见人了！

H2 MTL Service learning 的名单出炉咯，而我有份参加哦！被派到Geylang Methodist Primary, 虽然不知道在那里... 不过还是很期待正式开始的时候哦!

又有空档...

2009-03-04T09:00:00.003+08:00

又有空档... 现在在学校里面看动漫。错过了上个星期的skipbeat，一直拖到现在才抽得出时间来看。 haiZ，JC真忙。

8点升旗礼，但我11点才有课上。无聊啊！

星期六很快就要到了！不过星期天会是我的受难日,要k书k到肖... 学校都变态的，要嘛就不考，一考就考三科... 哦my天啊! Econs, maths and chinese lit... 神啊，救救我吧！

好想念中学那一段悠哉闲哉日子，好想念中学那一群死党，好想念那段什么都是老师复印给我们的日子，好想念明~

思念...

2009-03-02T15:14:00.003+08:00

思念... 越是刻意的去忽略它，它就越会侵入你的思绪..

从来不知道想念一个人是那么...

还有5天。

今天好无聊！

2009-02-26T11:03:00.003+08:00

今天好无聊！

从早上就一直很累... 上课，睡了两堂... 不懂为什么

昨天提早走人，跑去吃饭后就冲出去打桌球。虽然有sonia陪，我还是闷闷不乐...
晚上明打电话给我，说从我语气就听得出我不高兴。好奇怪哦！连陪了我一整天的人都没发现到的事，他竟然用听的就能察觉.. 过后，他就跑过来哄我开心咯!

有被感动到哦~

可惜，很快就要到拜六了...

大病初愈

2009-02-24T19:51:00.003+08:00

刚刚病好...

不知道要写什么，只是觉得最近好像常常生病...

三月假期还要去参加“中国与世界”研讨会... 是无聊的咯！

还有人坐在我旁边傻笑，不过还蛮可爱的啦！超喜欢他... 不用猜了，在我身旁的就是常常会出现在我的blog的名字... 还不懂吗？去看我之前写的东西吧！

2009-02-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

刚才我们全班一起出外吃午餐，浩浩荡荡有25个人哦！

放学后还跟sonia去swensen's拿钱!! 有钱咯！！！

2009-02-17T14:34:00.002+08:00

好烦哦！白白浪费了十二块半...

臭DM！好死不死被抓到上课时间穿运动服，还逼我去买衣服来换。他叫我换好衣服去找他报道，结果咧?! 连个鬼影都找没有。真他X的气！！！

从一点二十分slack到现在。多十分钟才要去上课... haiZ...

等下下午四点四十分还要PE到五点半。天啊！让我死吧！

2009-02-15T12:53:00.001+08:00

- March 28 -
You are kind hearted and very friendly. You love attention, and you are always daydreaming in your own world. People gravitate towards you.
Positive Traits: a leader, willpower, self-confidence, originality, stamina
Negative Traits: cold, unfeeling, workaholic, domineering, obsessive
'What does your Birthdate mean?' at QuizGalaxy.com

2009-02-15T12:10:00.002+08:00

终于可以用华文写部落各了！！！

这个礼拜学校正式开课了，真是忙啊！每天早出晚归，害我产生一种家里像是旅馆的错觉，每天回家不是冲凉就是睡觉。haiz~

昨天是情人节，明带我到滨海艺术中心（榴莲壳）去吃饭，然后到河边散步。是还蛮浪漫的啦（只可惜人太多了！）

原本还想去唱k的，但没房间了，所以没唱成。

明送我一条白金项链外加一个心形的坠子，超漂亮的说！我很喜欢。相比之下，我送他的卡片还真是。。。管它的！只要他喜欢就好咯！

下个星期应该会很难熬，更长的上课时间，更少的私人空间，更多的功课/作业！！

2009-02-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

Hey gal, don't worry about the tags. Of course i can tell which ones are from you.

First day in my full TJC uniform =)

Both Ming and sonia like the new look i'm gonna have for the next two years (^_^)

Started the day by attending Social etiqutte talk, followed by EC2 lecture. Lots of terms to memorise and farmiliarise myself with. Went to CLL2 lecture next. Was shocked to see only a handful of local kids... Most of the students were from China. Haiz...

Must work hard to beat them at their own game!!! I want that scholarship!!!

By the way, have to pass O level HCL!!! Meaning, i have to take the exam asap, without proper HCL lessons to guide me. Still, i'm not afraid cause all i need to do is pass it. I may not be able to get A1 or 2 for HCL but passing is definitely NOT a problem.

2009-02-07T03:07:00.002+08:00

O-night's fantastic!! The performances were good, the cheering was really loud and everyone was so high!!!

Zandor RULES!!!

Ming brought me out for dinner after O night ended... Made plans for tomorrow and Valentine's Day as well =)

Happy schooling!!

2009-02-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

First day at TJC... Boring!

Principal started talking early in the morning... Lasted more than 45 mins man.

Developed a fever right before the first day of school, i'm still feeling feverish by the way... SUAY AH!!!

2009-01-27T20:58:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Currently, everyone else aroud me is gambling... At ming's friend's house...
I seriously don't have anything to do... That's why i'm blogging...

ARHG!!!

2009-01-21T00:03:00.003+08:00

Just writing some stuff that i missed out...

Awkward moment last week when i accompanied sonia to shop for skirts. Ming wanted to tag along and... he did...
I seriously didn't need anything yet he insisted on buying me clothes for CNY. When i picked out stuff for sonia, he'd ask me to try it on. In the end, even sonia collaborated with him and tried to persuade me into accepting his gift.

Not that i'm unhappy... I just feel that he should save up the money.

Even more awkward moment: Went to eat at swensens and he kept feeding me ice cream... In front of Sonia!! She even took a video... Just when I thought that it could never get any worse, guess who showed up? Fiona(classmate) showed up to serve us... What a coincidence... She was obviously amused by the commotion... Throw face ah!!!

2009-01-20T23:09:00.002+08:00

Hey people...

I can't wait to start JC but i seriously can't bear to leave my secondary school days behind. I'll miss all of you for sure!

No matter how busy we'll be in the future, do keep in contact!!!

2009-01-15T13:40:00.002+08:00

Yeah! Finally got my results!!!!

L1R5: 9 (Haven't deduct the 2 CCA bonus points, deduct already become 7)
L1B4: 7...

Happy like crazy!!

Totally forgot to mention this: I got a boyfriend.

Thanks for your perfume recommendation, sonia!!!

2008-12-29T03:42:00.001+08:00

Next week will be my last working week, i'm quitting!!!

老娘不干了!

2008-12-22T16:47:00.001+08:00

For those who really wanna get answers to our o lvl papers ( i'm talking about you, siok hui), go to www.exampaper.com.sg

=)

2008-12-18T22:46:00.002+08:00

Today, most of my friends got their results! I just wanna congratulate Sonn. 7 points before CCA bonus points!!! I'm so proud of you =)

Watched twilight with sonn yesterday. It's better than i had expected but still, i prefer edward from the book. Edward is too human like in the movie...

2008-12-11T01:37:00.002+08:00

Got praised by Manager (the one in charge of 2 outlets) yesterday (=

Turns out that he was deliberately giving me hell last saturday (while i was doing hosting) in order to test my limits...

HAPPY!!!

He said that I have leadership capabalities and would eventually become somebody in swensens... Also, he said that i deserve more than $4.50/hr... But he can't give me a pay raise as i have no experience in the FnB line (it's against company policies)

2008-12-04T22:50:00.002+08:00

Feels as if i've missed out a lot on my social life... When my friends ask me out, i'm working. When they visit me, i'm working. Whatever they do... I'm still working. When i'm finally off duty, they're busy. HaiZ

I want my pay!!!

2008-11-24T04:06:00.002+08:00

Stopped at chapter 22, it's chapter 23 next... The once and future taiyoukai.
Everything gets confusing when time travel comes into the picture. But it's nice to, once in a while, think of all the possibilities if i could travel through time.

If i could go back sec one, i wouldn't let others cloud my mind and affect my judgement.

If i could go back to sec two, i wouldn't have been so truthful and outspoken regarding my opinions. It would have brought sonn, sh and i less trouble.

If i could go back to sec three, i would have worked harder to make sure that leadership position was given to someone worthy. I would have worked hard to prevent that person from laying hands on the authority.

Also, i wouldn't have chose the ''correct'' way to settle certain disputes. I would have dealt with a certain someone personally instead going to the so-called ''authorities'' and doing the ''right'' things that seemed so correct to everyone else but felt so wrong to me.

It's been years since i last participated in an actual fight but it is something that one can never forget. It's like riding a bicycle... I can never forget the surge of adrenaline when engaging in a battle. Everything just becomes clearer and the significant rise in awareness level and agility is just... Indescribable! Everything comes so naturally, like where to target and when to dodge, it's like releasing my nature and breaking the fascade of being 'pohying'. It brings out the me that isn't suppose to exist in civilised times currently.

Basically, all i'm trying to say is that fighting brings out my survival instincts and my true self.

2008-11-22T01:15:00.002+08:00

First night shift is finally over... I reached home at about 11.45pm, misssed skip beat *cries*

My current job has shown me a whole different side of people in general. It's a common sight to see civilised office workers degrade into unreasonable barbarians during lunch hour. Also, there are others who act all high and mighty just because they can afford to eat there... Of course, polite people exist, just rare though.

Today, table 2 was simply cursed. First, there was this group of Germans who couldn't speak english and I couldn't speak german... So the 'leader' of the group flipped open the menu, pointed at the ice cream and showed me a 'L'... I was like "huh??" In the end, i figured out that he wanted 7 of that ice cream... LOLS

After they left, another group occupied table 2.
They asked loads of questions and sonn answered every single one clearly. Yet, they complained that Marina Square's outlet had better service... WTH!!! LOL!!! Do they even know what they're talking about?? Seriously man, that place is just slightly than a matchbox!
Don't pretend to talk like you actually know...

Then we got sabotaged by this 7 year old girl. Bastard, she ticked 'poor' for everything on the comment sheet and put it in the suggestion box. We're gonna be so dead when the head office sees it!!! DAMN!

2008-11-21T16:38:00.002+08:00

Getting ready to leave for work now. I'm actually at the internet shop, here to kill some time.
Feels weird... I seem to be missing out a lot due to work.. Am i not?

ARGH!!! It's so difficult to type with the PC's keyboard!!! I'm to used to the keyboard of my laptop )=

I'm back to reading fanfiction again... The once and future taiyoukai... Next up, chapter 6.

2008-11-18T16:57:00.002+08:00

Hey people!! Just ended work for today. Tired but fulfiling =) I have a heavier workload as compared to yesterday(although it's just my second day). I've started to take orders!

I've been working 4 hour-shifts yesterday and today. Listening to High School Musical songs and working to the beat for a total of 8 hours.

Jiayou to sonn and me ...

2008-11-15T17:54:00.006+08:00

Grad night and TKRCY chalet are officially over. Suddenly, i feel so... Lost... And so... Disconnected from everything... It feels as though a part of me has disappeared.

What happened to all the plans that I had thought up before O lvl?

"Life goes on," was what my mother said when i told her how i had been feeling. Well, life does go on. Enough of the emo-ism, I have to accept reality. At least I have with me, the memories of the four years I spent in TK.

I would like to thank all my friends, classmates and teachers who had been there for me all this while. Thanks for all the beautiful memories. Because of you, life in TK becomes unforgettable.

2008-11-13T02:47:00.002+08:00

Finished watching Avatar!! Yeah!!! Love book three the most, especially thoses episodes starting from the invasion. Loads of emotional struggles and Zuko moments.

Now I have nothing much to do, so i changed my blogskin...

Pretty??

O lvl has finally come to an end. Too late for regrets but too early for worries=)
So it's HAPPY HOLIDAYS till next year!!

2008-11-08T04:18:00.003+08:00

It's 4.20am. I couldn't sleep and couldn't get Avatar out of my head, so i continued watching from 1 am... Still at book two though...

I planned to finish watching book two by today and move on to book three (many zuko moments =D) but... haiZ... I'm only on ep 17 of book two. 3 more eps till book three but my mind can't seem to process and register the scenes, as well as what the characters are saying... guess it's time to sleep

Watched 1st ep of Mobile suit gundam 00 on okto just now... Drawings are fantastic!! (as expected of the gundam series)

Feel like watching Gundam Seed and Destiny all over again!!!

2008-11-06T03:57:00.003+08:00

Just ended a semi sleepover with me best friend, the sonia... (It's 4.04 AM)

Avatar is the best damn thing this year and i'm on the 2nd book... Take that!
Thanks again Kang wei, for the best damn site to watch the best damn animation =D (hope you're reading this)

AVATAR IS NOT A CARTOON!!!

ZUKO RAWKS!!!

I just found a job!!

Yeah~

NiteZ people... Or should i say, GET UP PEOPLE!!! It's time for morning PT..

HAHA~

2008-11-04T15:05:00.006+08:00

Sec 4 school life is officially coming to an end. 2 more O level papers and 1 final Grad Nite then it's goodbye to all my friends, classmates and dear teachers.

People start to miss the beginning... Only towards the end

I'll miss all of you. definitely.

4E 08

Class Flood

TKRCY- NCOs(07/08)

2008-11-04T01:03:00.002+08:00

2 MORE PAPERS TO GO!!!!

I WILL SURVIVE!!!

HEY HEY~

I feel like auditioning for campus superstar 2009 but i have no company haiZ~
Sienny's gonna reply me on thursday and i seriously hope it's a yes...

SIANZ~

O level pure physics paper 2 was a complete disaster...

2008-10-18T13:45:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, how do you find the music? I know for sure that mabel will say that it's noise and it's causing her headaches, SH will say "很吵!"... Sonia will go " Hey, it's that song again... "

Well, it's my latest accomplishment on Guitarfreaks. 27 stars!! Ladies and Gentlemen, Desert Rose by Kozo Nakamura, Enjoy=)

2008-10-18T00:25:00.002+08:00

Monday is the first O level paper- Pure Chemistry Paper 2...
I'm not really confident despite all the cheonging (anime) *laughs*

Well, Good Luck to all my friends =)
Let's work hard together and strive to achieve the best. jia you.

Meanwhile, if you're reading this and you seriously need to de-stress, watch this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0MFV-97Okys&feature=related

It's an actual china cultural song, let's see where your imagination brings you...
P.S watch it with someone who understands hokkien or you can try searching for the version with the eng subs.

2008-09-04T21:43:00.002+08:00

I basically idled my week away...

Monday was a flop, i slept half my day away and woke up only because kye was shaking me, calling my name... My 'great aunt' came to visit...

Tuesday was FABULOUS... Although i went out half heartedly due to my 'aunt's' visit... Kbox with Mabel, SH and Kang wei was fun. Could be better if Kang ge would sing more willingly, without having us to force him into singing =)

Wednesday
Finished both Chemistry revision exercises 22 and 23... Checked answers too...
Went to the library with the sonia and saw joanne cramming with her friend. Didn't go up to say hi...

Thursday
Re-did my notes for SS chapter 5: Bonding Singapore and did revision for Good governance, healthcare and conflict in Sri Lanka and Northern Ireland...

Planning to revise chemistry tomorrow but... TO HELL WITH PLANS!!!

2008-08-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

2 days to prelims and about 1 month to the big O...

STRESSED OUT!!!

2008-08-03T20:31:00.003+08:00

End of the week... haiZ

Yesterday was one of the most worst/best day in a long while.

Worst parts: I was con by TAN KOK LEONG!!!! He told us that he would charter a bus to bring us to some RCY event at Compassvale Sec and got us all to gather in school at 1130... That idiot then called at 1200 to say that "Hey, i couldn't get u all a bus... So please make your own way there and reach by 1300"... I'm like. WTH!!! So i've got no choice but to take a cab there, the fare was $11 man.... heart pain ah! I'm so gonna complain him if i can't make a full claim for my $11!!!!

That event all the way at Punggol was nonetheless... BORING!!! It was suppose to end at 5 but who cares man, i left at 3... Took like almost 2 hours to get home... Sat on the bus till my butt hurt...

Best parts: Arcademania with the Sonia... And i finally found the song on Guitarfreaks that mabel and i were looking for... 26 stars at 170bpm man... played till my fingers went numb!!!

2008-07-31T21:51:00.002+08:00

鬼混-(小鬼)

＃＠我不要他們承認　
也不要讓他們得逞　
我不要變成他們要我們變成的那種人　
我一條命一個人　
找一個神一起鬼混　
我自己有我相信的永恒之外的永恒＠
（我要活就要活得比別人還要狠還要瘋）＃　　

干嘛不能混就混　
干嘛還查我身份　
整條街都自己人　
猿人不殺死猿人　
你口里吞吃我們原始本能　
外星人是認輸在潛意識的大魔神　
Repeat ＠　

干嘛不越來越混　
干嘛不想問就問　
就算我變成鐵人　
也不能拯救別人　
就算愛不了所有我愛的人　
我也不要懦弱就出賣自己的靈魂　
Repeat ＠（＃）　

就一條命一個人　
找一個神一起鬼混　
我揮霍太早變成了灰塵之中的灰塵

2008-07-31T21:22:00.002+08:00

I finally have time to do something other than studying for tests and doing homework...

Hihi, long time no see... I hereby declare the revival of my blog =)

This week was really packed, in a good way i guess...
I met up with Sonia on monday and went SHOPPING!!! Had a heart to heart talk after that, it's been a long time since we last did that and it felt great...

Tuesday, went to PYSS in my school uniform and shocked very much everybody... Went in the name of appreciating Sonia's art work and it was really worth the trip! It was awkward enough for me to be there in my uniform but... haiZ... Jonathan expressed how he thinks i'm cute in front of his class... Not saying that i'm distressed by it or anything, just not used to having people expressing their feelings(about me) so openly... Feeling flattered too.

After that, we had dinner with Brandy and man, was it nostalgic... Talked a lot and laughed a lot more.

Wednesday... I can't remember

Thursday, MATHS TEST!!! but it was easy...

Friday... erm... that's tomorrow...

2008-07-08T12:58:00.002+08:00

Hihi...

In school having lessons actually. We're in the computer lab for Chemistry lessons and the teacher is going through hydrocarbons... Wouldn't say that i don't understand, it's just that i can't seem to focus... All the C and H just can't seem to find their meaning in my mind... Or perhaps i'm just plain lazy and refuse to absorb the information...

As the date till the big O draws nearer, my reluctance to pick up my books seem to be growing... HaiZ...

2008-06-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

Finally... HOLIDAYS!!!!

haiZ~ totally tied down by homework though, so it's not considered a holiday i guess...

2 weeks till i step down so jia you to me and all my fellow squadmates...

niteZ...

2008-05-08T13:56:00.002+08:00

Exams are finally coming to an end... Well, almost...

Tomorrow's the final paper-Chinese(mock exam), good news for me!! Yeah!!!

Fell sick yersterday, fever... Still feverish now... It's simply terrible, i'll have to admit, to do a math paper with 39 degrees C of heat flowing in me... My brain almost melted(partly due to the math paper itself)!!!

Good luck to all my friends and myself too!!!

2008-04-25T22:40:00.002+08:00

The whole class flunk chemistry SPA today... Tan kee ho went berserk and failed all those who took off the goggles before everyone completed the experiment... which equates to the whole class...

We all know that 4E'sthe most notorious in TK and every teacher can't wait to get their hands on us... Tey went to Chee for help and hell were we scolded... like dogs....

We did behave for one day and the day after that, everything reverted back to normal... Looks like Chee went to Tan this time... It's a conspiracy to scare the shit out of us trying to get a reaction... But shit, We don't give a damn do we?

After camp

2008-03-11T15:04:00.002+08:00

Just got back from my CCA camp... super tiring...

The sec 3s did the organising and planning while we were there to oversee the camp. It was nice that we were neither the organising committee, nor were we normal cadets that had to follow their every plan. We had the authority yet did not have to do much work...

Just wanted to write a little about the ghostly incident at night...

It was about 12.45am when we finished bathing an went back to our bunks(we had to let the juniors bathe first). However, it was till about 2am when the sec3s finally turned off all the lights and decided to go to sleep(we shared a bunk with the sec 3s). Somewhere around 3, Almanda felt someone gripping/grabbing her sleeping bag and let go again (repeatedly) but those sleeping beside her were realy ASLEEP... She got freaked out and woke them up but they suddenly cried(after waking up)...

Almanda came over to our side and woke Wen Xin up, telling her that she felt abnormally cold... Wen Xin who was still blur and stuff, only heard the "cold" part and told Almanda to cuddle with the rest. We only got the full story the following morning...

Seriously, previous batches of cadets who slept in A-D block had also encountered creepy incidents... I heard from my friends that there used to be a staircase beside D class but it was demolished after some scouts used that staircase and could not find their way out till morning...
I also heard that the school library used to be a military hospital, the L shape toilet is haunted and something about the 3rd storey of the hall(near control room)...

The Results

2008-02-17T18:21:00.002+08:00

Yes!!! TKRCY has won the Foot Drill Competition yesterday!!! We are the best Foot drill squad in the East! Also, for the first time ever, we entered the finals which allowed us to compete for the best footdrill squad in the nation... Although we only came in as the top 8 finalists in the nation, it was the fruit of the foot drill team's hard work...

Congratulations TKRCY!

1st in East Region: Tanjong Katong Sec
2nd in East Region: Tanjong Katong Girls'
3rd in East Region: Dumman Sec

2008-02-15T22:41:00.002+08:00

Changed my song again, this is Aluminia (ending theme for Deathnote the anime)...Let's all cheer for L's movie showing on 21 Feb ...

Nagareru toki no naka matataku
Setsunateki kirameki o
Kono yo no kioku ni kizamu tame
Arukitsuzukeru Believer

Dare ni mo mirenai yume o mite
Iranai mono wa subete suteta
Yuzurenai omoi kono mune ni yadoshite

Mada riaru to idearu no hazama ni ite
Gisei no kase ni ashi o torarete mo
Afureru shoudou osaekirenai
Tsuyoku motomeru kokoro ga aru kara

"Itsuwari" "Osore" "Kyoshoku" "Urei"
Samazama na negatibu ni
Torawareru hodo yowaku wa nai
Kodoku mo shiranu Trickster

Yozora o tsukisasu biru no mure
Hoshi nado mienai sora miage
"Mayoi wa nai ka" to
Jibun ni toikakeru

Kono machijuu afureru mono ni mamire
Utsutsu o nukasu you na koto wa nai
Asu e to tsunagaru michi no hate de
Kono te ni tsukamu mono o mitai kara

Mabuta o toji
Ishiki no umi ni ukande
Omoiegaku risou o te ni suru sono toki o

Kagiri aru "sei" o kono yo ni uke
Kare yuku dake wa oroka ni hitoshii
Hoka no dare mo ga mochienai mono
"jibun jishin" to iu na no kesshou e

Kireigoto o tsukitoosu koto
Itsuka makoto e kawaru
Katakuna ni shinjitsuzuketai
It's just my faith. The absolute truth.

Nagareru toki no naka matataku
Setsunateki kirameki o
Kono yo no kioku ni kizamu tame
Arukitsuzukeru Believer

FDC

2008-02-15T20:21:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow TKRCY's Foot drill squad will be competing in the Foot Drill Competition... They've been training very hard for the competition and I hope that they will emerge as champions!!

Secondary 4 life is really tough, it's hard enough to cope with the academic stress yet i have to cope with nonsense from that crazy idiot... She continues to flood us with verbal abuse(even on the internet) and all the DM tells us is to tolerate.

HaiZ... My Mum told me to think of it this way: i am the director of an asylum and she's one of the patients admitted there due to her mental health disorder. Despite being verbally abused by the crazy patient, i can't take revenge on her due to her condition...

My mum also said : never argue with an idiot, it brings you down to her level and she wins by experience...

Yasashiburi!!!!!

2008-01-21T17:52:00.000+08:00

Yo! It's been a long time since i've last posted something... So there's only one word to describe Sec 4 life- STRESSFUL

Seriously, I don't know what's left to type... gotta go do my HOMEWORK... It's Social Studies...

haiZ...

2007-12-04T03:19:00.000+08:00

Addicted to a new anime now... Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge ヤマトナデシコ七変化 (The Wallflower)

The anime's great but i'm currently having a very sore throat *cough*
I guess i can't blame anyone other than myself for my the pain and suffering *sob*, because I still ate KFC despite the pain in the throat... Now it has become worse!!!

Loads of things I want to say. I'll start by complaining a little about Kid Central's Flux for putting an abrupt stop to The Prince of Tennis... How can you heartless people put a stop to such a good anime when it has barely shown the brilliance of the team captain Tezuka!? Now that i'm officially addicted, they're replacing it!!! I want to watch all the way to episode 178, all the OVAs and movies!!!

Next, I want to... SLEEP!!! I guess I grumble more in my next post... It's 3.44am now and though i'm nocturnal, i'm still human and my brain needs a break...

Till next time...

2007-11-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

I changed the song on my blog...
Song title: Futatsu no negai (Two Wishes)
It's from D.N Angel...

Lyrics

sotto sotto hitomi tojite
kimi o kanjite iru...

mata kaze ni sasowarete hitori sora o miageru
aenai yoru wa hoshi ni negai o kakeru no

hontou no watashi nante daremo wakaranai kedo
koko ni iru kara matte iru kara
kimi dake wa kidzuite

zutto zutto yume o miteru
omoi ga itsuka todoku you ni
sotto sotto hitomi tojiru
kiete shimawanaide

dare o omotte iru no? nani o mitsumete iru no?
sunao ni narenai no wa watashi ga yowai kara

kono mama yoru o koete sugu ni ai ni yukitai
moshi kanau nara ano toki no you ni
kimi wa waratte kureru no

motto motto yume o misete
omoi ga togirenai you ni
yureru yureru kono kokoro wa
kimi o sagashite iru

sora wa kyou mo takaku tooku
chiisa na jibun o omou kedo
hoshi mo yami mo kaze mo ashita mo
kimi ni tsudzuite iru

HaiZ...

2007-11-19T22:23:00.000+08:00

For some unknown reason, my com is lagging... LIKE HELL!!! I've restareted my com, switched off the modem and tried almost everything, yet nothing seems to work... I'm trying to find out the reason for the lag but i'm thinking it's most probably due to the jinx in my house... Thank God he's leaving... May the bad luck leave withhim, Amen.

Hajimari No Kaze lyrics

2007-11-14T03:06:00.000+08:00

Hajimari No Kaze lyrics- Saiunkoku Monogatari opening theme

Hajimari no kaze yo todoke messe-ji (message)
"Itsu demo anata wo shinjite iru kara"

Ano toki yume ni mite ita sekai ni tatte iru noni
Miwatasu keshiki ni ashi wo sukoshi sukumase
Dakedo ushiro furimukanaide aruite yuku koto kimeta kara
Miageta sora nanairo no niji anata mo mite'masu ka?

Hajimari no kaze yo todoke messe-ji (message)
Yume ni kakedashita senaka mimamoru kara
Maiagaru kaze yo omoi wo tsutaete
"Itsu demo anata wo shinjite iru kara"
Habatake mirai e

Tatoeba, taisetsu na hito wo mune ni omou toki wa
Daremo ga kitto yasashii kao wo shiteru hazu
Michi wa toki ni hateshinakutemo akiramezu ni yuku yo

Hajimari no kaze yo todoke messe-ji (message)
Haruka na tabiji no sono saki de matteru
Maiagaru kaze yo unmei mo koete
Negai wa todoku to shinjirareru kara
Itsuka mata aeta nara ano egao misete

Hajimari no kaze yo todoke messe-ji (message)
Haruka na tabiji no sono saki de matteru
Maiagaru kaze yo unmei mo koete
Negai wa todoku to shinjirareru kara
Osoreru mono nado nai "anata ga iru kara"

Awake

2007-11-14T02:18:00.000+08:00

I love the nights... Seriously, i'm nocturnal, if not for school.

Even with school, i seldom waste time on sleeping. Weird, I know...

What i love and hate about night time is that i am always alone... Love the peace and quiet the loneliness brings but hate it at the same time because there's not a single person i can confide in. It's 2.24 am now and the only contact the is online on my msn is a primary school classmate that i don't really want to talk to...

Anyway, i love the moon...

fukai-mori

水

Oh Mom 的歌词很感人呢！

我还活着

Lies lyrics

Unhappy feet

Where can you find a better leader?! BLAH!

ARGH

Finally!~

Evaluation: Similarities between my teachers and some certain delicacies

Random thoughts

Updates!

Step into the grey zone

It's raining (Not men)!!!

My lappy's back =D

You're not what i want

Invade or be invaded

Cheated and some random thoughts

IS : independent study

I'm back

Project Work... ENDS!!!

Hassle

Wangan Midnight MAXIMUM Madness Part II

If staring could kill.

PW- Project Work

Wangan Midnight MAXIMUM Tune MADENESS!

Good night and good bye...

New computers in school... FINALLY!

Happy Stuff

A word that sums it all up

Retail therapy

Broke up.. but still in one piece

无知的死小孩

最近比较忙

我吃得起苦

《经济学》

《很大的错误》 第二版本

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很大的错误

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思念...

今天好无聊！

大病初愈

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Yasashiburi!!!!!

HaiZ...

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《很大的错误》第二版本